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Wednesday, April 25, 2012, 10:46 PM
FUCKIN PEEVED.
SERIOUSLY HATE TALKING TO PEOPLE WHO AREN'T FLUENT IN THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE AND CAN'T GRASP ENGLISH MEANING. IT'S LIKE YOU HAVE TO EXPLAIN JOKES IN BAD ENGLISH WHICH = WATCHING THEM LAUGH AND IT IS SO FUCKING BORING AND THEY WILL CRACK SOME LAME UNFUNNY BROKEN ENGLISH JOKE AND THEY WILL LAUGH NON-STOP AND IT'S SO ANNOYING. AND IT'S LIKE YOU SAY SOMETHING AND THEY JUST IGNORE IT BECAUSE THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND AND THEY PRETEND THAT THEY DIDN'T HEAR YOU AND SO YOU ARE THERE TALKIN TO YASELF LIKE A FUCKHEAD AND UGHHHHH ENGLISH IS REALLY NOT THAT HARD!!! JUST WATCH FREAKIN AMERICAN OR BRITISH TV!!! AND HOW HARD IS TO PRONOUNCE WORDS!? ESPECIALLY IKEA!!! EEEKIA EEEEEEKIA ASDFGHJKL GDI.

DO NOT, EVEN GET ME STARTED ON GRAMMAR.

Thursday, April 12, 2012, 8:13 PM
All planned out.

  • Black carrot pants
  • Black bowler hat
  • Black/neon booties
  • Black/rainbow suspenders
  • Rainbow/red bow tie
  • White long-sleeved shirt
  • Neon (of the same neon) satchel
  • Dip dyed hair with pink and/or turquoise

Tuesday, March 13, 2012, 9:53 PM
Goodbye hahahaha
I think I'm gonna stop blogging.
At least for now. I'll be writing in my journal! : ) Something more memorable and personal, and carefully thought out. Unless you wanna read about my lamely described daily life, you can send me a text or just ask me and I might just let you read my journal : ) goodbye hahaha

Thursday, March 01, 2012, 3:30 PM
Fuck everyone fuck the school.

Things about adults. Only when people's wrong doings affect you negatively then you make noise right. If not you won't even bother what. Lol you will bother to stop someone from doing something wrong if it's not your business at all meh? If I went around killing people why would Britney Spears' parents bother that I may grow up to become a serial killer? Unless I kill their kin or something what. Then they will start cursing at me and blaming that I'm insane. Then start talking about morals and values to talk through me. Fuck off. Not like you're such a saint anyway. Go bury yourself in a Christian coffin and hug a bible and fucking die. I'll pray for you to go to heaven since I think I'll be going to hell. I don't wanna see you again. (Not that I really think that I'd go anywhere after dying)

Lol I late 5 times only and you wanna see my mom. Fuck you, school's disciplinary committee. Then you call my mom say wanna meet her. And now then my mom starts scolding me. What fucking bullshit. I was last time I was late (the 5th time) was two months ago. Fuck you. You suddenly need to check records right. Lazy fuckers.

Sunday, February 12, 2012, 4:05 AM
DAMN IT WHY WHEN MY MOM OFFERED TO BUY ME A KATY SPADE WALLET I REJECT DAMN IT I COULD HAVE ASKED FOR SOMETHING MUCH CHEAPER THOUGH STILL EXPENSIVE LIKE A PASSPOST HOLDER OMG SO PRETTY


, 3:38 AM
I suppose I have decided on my favourite colour.
For the time being. I never really stay on one favourite colour. D: It actually depends. If I'm buying a phone casing, I'd compare it with my phone colour. And see which casing has the brightest colour. Etc. #anal when it comes to colours. C:

K all random thoughts now that I may refer to again daily to check up on my savings. so you can just ignore this post but k wait

IT'S LIKE 2 IN THE BLOODY MORNING ON A WEEKEND AND THERE'S THIS CAR SOMEWHERE IN THE NEIGHBOURHOOD THAT HAS BEEN HIJACKED OR SOMETHING FOR THE PAST 3 HOURS. THE ALARM THING KEEPS RINGING AND RINGING WALAO.

I want my wall painted yellow. I really don't know why was I so into black and white in the past... It's just such boring and lifeless colours -__- They aren't even colours. I hate black and white. Unless with proper bright colours. (*Purple isn't a colour either. It is poison.)

This shade of yellow! Yes I couldn't find a better photo, forgive me.

The wardrobe. Seriously must change colours -__- It's such bad kindergarten colours. Meaning like the bad colour combinations kids come up with. (E.g. brown+purple, khaki green+cyan) But mine is like dark fushia and dark blue plus yellow... I hate it. It's so dull except the yellow. Which = bad colour combi. I want it to be mirrored. But then again I might mindfuck myself that I'd see ghosts' reflections, especially when I wake up. Maybe like a frosted-glass one wouldn't be too bad. :D

The thought of it makes me more excited than losing my virginity HAHAHAHAHA. And then I'll have a red/bright blue study desk... Not that I love studying. It's just that the table would take up more space = more colour in my room. And I have a very ugly *but good and big* desk/table in my room. :D Also I wanna replace my shelfs... It's all wood. Maybe I'll paint it according to the spectrum of the rainbow. YES.

I would never get a bed frame. I like that I sleep only on the mattress itself hehe. Besides the mattress is quite high so oh well. And what if I roll off the bed. D: I always did that when I was much younger, when I used to sleep with my mom. My mom says I always end up on the floor under the bed LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL I don't even know how I did it. HAHAHA There was once, cause my nanny would sleep beside the bed, on a mattress. Then one night I rolled off the bed and fell on her. I begun crying and she screamed and my mom couldn't stop laughing HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA THE MAID DAMN SAD LIFE LOL.
Ah besides, Hailey can come snuggle with me more easily yay.





COOL RIGHT COOL RIGHT. SORRY I THINK IT'S SUPER COOL. Memory jar. : ) Got it from a DIY blog, and thought it was rather fun to do. And therefore I'm gonna go to Ikea someday and get 2 jars! :D One jar for the memory thing, and another to be used a coin bank. Because I would throw my money around in my drawers and I would somehow keep spending it if it's easy to reach.

Yay i just got a mosquito bite hehe. I love mosquito bites. You know, the itchy feeling makes me grateful that I still can feel. I have a sense of touch. And that I'm still alive. _l_


And I wanna buy Toms! In fact, I'm going tomorrow! (Or technically, later. Since it's past 12.) With Munyi : ) she's gonna get her navy blue Toms, whereas I'm getting the Yellow Pop Herringbone one. Yeah I wouldn't know what that is either if I were to be you.

Why must the name be so fancy LOL K but not as fancy as OPI lacquer names. Anyway, I want the yellow one yay, we're going to Rockstar later. I went there around 2 weeks ago? The sad part is, I only saw the pink. : ( But the yellow isn't as bright as the pink or blue damn it. But I like yellow. Le sigh. The blue is really nice but then I wear too many blue already!


NEON CAMBRIDGE SATCHELS. OMG. SWEET JESUS. LET'S JUST SAY I'VE NEVER BEEN SO DRAWN TO A GREEN BEFORE.

Thursday, February 09, 2012, 8:46 PM
Yes I must give people the shock of their life by putting my model card in the transparent card slot of my wallet in front of my student pass and IC. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA #EGO

Saturday, January 21, 2012, 5:41 PM
I'm seriously gonna punch the next fucker who "lol"s me.

Thursday, January 19, 2012, 5:02 AM
HEHHEW BRINGING CHEM HOMEWORK WITH ME TO POOP AND LISTEN TO STEP BY KARA HEHEHEHEHEHE

Monday, January 16, 2012, 5:45 AM
Suicidal thoughts again but no balls
I wanna die. But I dare not but I really hate being forced to do things that I suck at almost everyday.

Then when I come home I feel all tired but worried about the next day being stupid and clueless about everything again. And lonely. It's like I know what's wrong but I can't help but only freak out.
And online everyone is posting about doing homework and revising. But you know honestly? I still don't feel like it's normal to study. Like at home and self revision. And I just can't do it.
I don't like life. It's the same thing every fucking day. Which is one of my reasons I wanna die young. Then my mom always has to remind me "What are you? A student! A student's job is just to study! It's so easy!". Apparently if I'm already dying here being a student, wouldn't my future be much scarier and I'll just be stupider and stupider.

But seriously why do people want to live long... Life is just like that. How much more interesting can it get? Besides when you're old you can barely do anything... And I wouldn't want to have my own family cause it would probably crumble in my hands and children annoy the fuck out of me, and also I can't imagine being stuck to the same and only few people for the rest of my life. Sorry to come off as emotionless whatever but yeah. Life is just working... Either that or not working like me. Then being so freaked out that it's going so fast and everyone is working a gazillion times harder. Life scares me. I wanna end it. But death doesn't really seem less scary does it? What if I kill myself and someone stops me halfway or what if I fail death? Then I'll be like lying on the hospital bed or something in coma for don't know how long... It'll be such a waste of time. And space. It's the same as now anyway. I'm such a waste of space on this Earth. Waste of recourses and waste of time to even respond to. Probably after reading this, you'd be like "Lol that's all? What a waste of my time reading this barely suicidal note."

I'm not smart I'm not talented I'm not pretty gorgeous whatever I'm not even a nice friend.

I want to stay in a chalet alone for a week. Or sneak out to a beach at night. Also alone. I don't want to be around people I like/love and having them feel like, wtf is this why you bringing me here you are boring and you're not fun why you acting like you're so close to me lol are you like trying to bond with me? Man fuck off.

I don't want that so I wanna be alone. In fact nowadays I like being alone. Because when I'm with people, I feel like I'm so extra. So out of place. Like if they could bury me at that very moment for being so clueless about heir inside jokes and laughter, they would. It's just a formality that they hang out with me that kinda thing. I just want to die so I can save everyone the trouble of ever being angry or irritated for another second. And I don't have to continue feeling sad. Or tired. And useless. It's okay if I don't feel happy anymore. So long as I'm not feeling any worse about myself. So I'd rather be alone than left out. It's a horrible feeling, not to be part of anything.

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